i dunno y the title is 'eh?'. dun ask me. from this point on, all the titles of my blog posts shall be the first thoughts i think of at that moment, and may or may not be of any relation to my posts.

talking about everything being dandy with im, pms made me lecture him really good good last weekend. (yes hon, it wasnt me. pms witch took over yana and it wasnt my fault). something relating to "arent you having fun with me? [im: of cos i m, darling] are you sure youre having fun with me? i dun think so. i dun care. ure not having fun with me.[im: have i treated you differently then and now?] not really, but i dun care.. i dun believe u. *sulk *sulk *sulk *sulk *more sulk*" yes, somewhere along that line. pms witch was feeling miserable, and misery needs company. so lets make more people miserable..

the whole gist of the discontentment was yana trying to point out that im seem to behave different with guy friends and y cant im behave that way with yana. im was exasperatedly trying to explain of cos he behaves differently with them. for example, he doesnt curse and swear at yana likes he does to his guy friends now, does he? true hor. and yana surely doesnt want him to behave like a bf to his guy pals now, would i? urgh, phui phui..again, true hor. and for example, girls going shopping with girls is just a different experience compared to girls gg shopping with their guy friends. different scenarios same theory. the last example was the one that made me sit up and snap my fingers and go "oh ya, hor?! sheesh, y never tell me earlier.."

whatever. at the end of the day, i was laughing my head off and feeling light-headed again despite a heavy helmet on my head..

cousin engagement on sunday. sheesh, how time flies. i thought it wasnt too long ago i showed him my prefect''s tie and was sizing him up the way competitive irritating little smarty pants kids do. but that was pri 3. and 15 yrs ago. whoah..

somehow, i am not close to any of my cousins. not that we have any animosity between us. just that, i suppose, over the years, esp after my granny who used to live with us passed away, my uncles dun frequent my place as their meeting place anymore. the other reason being, of cos, that i am always very shy and prefer to look at the ceiling instead of faces. it was only recently that i got just a teeny more contact with leman, one of my 2 cousins who share the same age and brithday month as me and who also knows im. small world. and even that was through, friendster. surprise surprise. hahah.... well, we have to start somewhere... i was hoping among other things, that this would be chance to get reacquainted with my cousins. peeps who i sometimes dun even get to see during hari raya. but few of my cousins were there. schade..

on the other hand, cousins who saw me tried making small talk by asking when it is gonna be my turn to get engaged. i was trying to keep things cool, but of cos my mum and my aunt has to intercept and rattle everything off... and my cousins would go, "well, dun forget to invite me u know?". out of sheer ditziness, heres wat i replied to one of them,"oh dun worry, i would be sure not to invite u." oopsie... heh.. i swear, i din mean that. and i swear, that cousin didnt seem to smile as widely to me after that... oopsiee..

snapshots from there. click to enlarge. click again to see full size:

the only pic i got of me. but its ok, i m not supposed to be centerstage anyhow..


goodies...






this cake i was eyeing but didnt get to eat..