i love him in that blue tee he's wearing that contrasts so well with my pink tee..
makes me wanna rub his chest, pinch his cheeks, jump on his back n make him piggyback me around.
just look at that bright bright smile on his face.
and the twinkle in his eyes.

and how he lights up at the cam.
and just how happy he is.
i pray he'll always stay happy.
i pray he gets his heart's desires.
i pray he be protected from all harm and danger.
man, i adore this guy.

here's the guy who showed me love can indeed be wonderful all the time. here's the reason i get weird, tentative, highly doubtful looks whenever i explained yes, my relationship has indeed been smooth sailing all the while. here's the reason people question me if its really as good as it seems, for surely it is just a facade? and is he's really as wonderful as i make him out to be? for the love of food, for the last time; yes.

let me ask: wats wrong with being high all the time? i admit, early on i was worried that he and i werent quarelling, and i imagined everything was bottling up and a gigantic quarrel would erupt anytime then. until i realized, thats just childish and groundless. and i found out life can indeed be gratifying and i can be elated, enraptured all the time with im.

if u're bothered by that concept , i say: deal with it or bugger off. dun belittle our relationship, dun try to find faults with either of us just to content your covetous lil mind that things are not as perfect after all. dun compare our relationship with so-n-so, and dun, i repeat dun, at any point of time, treat my life, to be in competition with yours. esp not if we're friends. friends dun do that. friends dun go thinking; ''oh hey, i'm better than her, smarter than her, greater than her. she doesnt have this, she doesnt have that. hah, take that u sucker!'' so dun k? understood-ed? are we good? great..

now excuse me while i bask in my sunshine happiness...