yana is crazy. and she is not alone.

i have always known i have a crazy streak in me, some say quirky, some say ditzy. nana calls me an odd fish sometimes. this i exhibit only to close friends. in dealing with strangers, like nana's friends who i sometimes get to meet when hanging out with her, i prefer to blend into the background. so much so, nana would periodically face me to ask if i m ok, much to my irritation. heh...

anyways, back to me...

so yah, what was i saying..? oh ya, so i m crazy. i have long tried to conceal it under prim and proper exterior, tho sometimes, without much success. but at least i tried.

for eg, i talk to myself. i dun go around confessing this to people of cos. lest they'd gimme this weird look and keep a radius of 2-m away from me. until recently, i found out someone close to me does that too. heh.

i always seem to fall victim to weird inexplicable events? like the time i accidentally bear my knickers to my 15-yr old guy classmate (my gal pals and i collectively made him swear not to tell the others, but i would never know, would i?) or the time when the the left side, (yes, only the left side, 50%-i look stoopid) of my uniform was drenched cos the toilet cistern (the squatting kind) fell on me when i was flushing it. thinking back thank goodness, i had already put on my skirt and wat-nots before i flush. cos i cant imagine how i'd be able to put them on had i flushed the cistern first, considering i had to hold the cistern and the sewerage pipe with at least one hand the whole time. or how bout the time someone stole my school bag with my school shoes inside during cca? causing me great embarrassment having to board the bus wearing my click-clacking drill boots all the way home? i swear i had not felt stupider for a long time after that...

but i realized with time that these things happen to eveyone sometimes. mebbe not the exact same events or levels of embarrassment, but they happen. and when they do happen to my friends, i joined them in making fun of the whole situation, brush the embarrassment aside and laugh with them, not at them. similarly, when these stuffs happen to me, i hope they can do the same. not wag a nagging finger my way, or shoot me a condescending, reproachful look and make me feel like the clumsiest klutz alive.
i m not your little sister, pal. i m your friend.

yest after school was spent in the good company of gal pals. first with nana, then met mona and nurrul. finally, on my way back, met tex on the bus and i walked him home (i would like to say he walked me home, but we reached his block first). was planning to go sakura international buffet with im next month. told the girls bout it, and they planned to go this coming monday. so i would be joining them, and then go with im again the second time round. yummy. imagine: seafood, lobsters, crabs, sushi, sashimi, and the lot for a flat fee of about $26? salivating yet? definitely worth it man. and plus, its so hard to find certified halal sushi here in sg.

heard the place had good reviews... so i will definitely check it out.