u have to pat me on the back the next time u see me. being the sporadic me, its quite a feat sustaining this page for 3 months now. and considering i always start to blog when i'm like super bored(esp. during exam times in nus, the entries stopped shortly after exams), it only goes to show that either: 1)thats just it. my life has been in a bored n sorry state for 3 mths now, OR 2)i think i might have gotten the hang of it.
i much prefer to think its the latter.

its quite odd actually, meeting the stand-in-a-circle-gang whom i havent really been in touch with and suddenly there they are making varied comments bout my blog. ghim, for starters, asked me y the heck would i want others to read stuff bout myself. i thought for a moment, and decided: cos i am full of myself. so full apparently, that i need to share it with others. those who bother to read, tat is. tongue-in-cheek but not entirely false either.. heh.

all in all it was an enjoyable night, with laughters by the buckets as we sat reminiscing bout our jc days. i was quite horrified to know my friends thought i was a moody little teenager back then. was i? i dunno. i might have been. and if that was true, i think it started when my granny passed away when i was in yr 2. combined with some teen-angst hormones and several other silly reasons which might seem valid back then, its a lethal combi. everything went in a downward spiral after that. yes, i supposed they could have been right. in fact, i do think i was in a depression back then. not a very serious one, but i remembered reading about depression somewhere, and thinking: 'gee, that sounded like me'. n i remembered wallowing in self-pity, feeling all sorry for myself and acting all melancholic n not wanting to ever come out of my depression.

............oh, ninkompoop. i m soooo glad its all over and things are now a lot simpler, more straightforward and happy-lappy.

then again, back then, quite a few of us were down at some point of time or another. we were quite a depressing group, really. misery needs company. i suppose perhaps i thought too much and had the tendency to complicate even the simplest things. while i liked to think myself as 'complex', guanhua preferred the word 'confused'. heh.. i was glad for the support i had back then tho. i appreciated that v much.

then of course, life wasnt all bleak for me la. there were very hilarious moments too. like non-stop laughter, hiding from rahimah and getting caught (more than 1 occasion), swinging feet outside 7th storey windows, birthday bashes, whipped creams and glamorous faces in cakes.

and then of course, there was sentosa. *yana shakes head*

guys grabbed my limbs and threw me into the sentosa water. theres no shame in this, of course. cept i was wearing white tee that day. and against my better judgement, i wore something of a totally contrasting color underneath. *shakes head again, squirm and say eee.....* oh gosh, they have pics of me drenched and looking darn unglam lor. ironically, i dun have a copy myself. and they just refused to hand the pics over,(which should give u the idea of wat a tragic classic shot they have of me) plead as i did. please guys, i know ure not gonna blackmail me with those pics and all, but i have to have those photos, so i can shred them into pieces and burn them afterwards. its really one of those things u just wanna block from your memories, along with the rest of them embarassing moments(but ironically, that wont
happen, would it? esp since ive blogged it down now). pzztt..

ok then, next sat it is. badminton at clementi sports hall. u guys play while i volunteer chope the seats for u at a nearby hawker stall..

wen yan, ghim, jimmy, iswen, jielin, tex (who reminds me of joey tribbiani in more ways than 1), guanhua and sweet sweet connie