Thursday, October 20, 2005

another lalalalala post... whimsical entry. tho subject to changes as i go along, of cos.

just finished baking my choc chip cookies. recipe found at dianas dessert introduced years ago by eileen whos passionate bout baking. its been one hectic week, with my uncle and family coming over everyday and my mum extra busy with the packing and the cooking and all. seriously my mum has got to relax. i cant stand it when she sacrifices her sleep (gasp! no! no! no!) just to get some extra work done. its preposterous! getting enuf sleep is as important as... eating! plus mum n dad are both not getting any younger, so they should learn to get enuf rest. in the case of my dad, the nature of his job requires lotsa energy, so no choice. i hope Allah keep them healthy and keep them safe.

tho i sincerely welcome my guests with open arms, i have to admit that i was getting claustrophobic and was itching to get out of the house and meet im. i was of cos, constrained by my menyibuk-punye conscience and not to mention, guilt-trips that i would have, if i decided to leave mum (in the lurch) to her devices.... well actually, i feel its just isnt fair to leave everything to her, la. simple as that.

so anyways, jus now, i got my fix! like finally! i met im. its been 1 and a half weeks, u know. thats like ten days, 240 hrs, or approximately 6 bloody long months in coupleland time (time is relative, so says einstein). so needless to say, i practically jumped at the chance of meeting im since my uncle wont be coming over today. now, without trying to sound overly mushy (tho not that i care so much how i sound, if at all), ive missed him. hes the addiction i cant do without. my prozac. kinda like my mint n choc chip body wash n my iced cranberry juice, only better in all sense. he refreshes me and at the end of the day, makes me feel like i can take on any pms cramps and ace any mood swings life throws at me.

i got my fix, i can rule the world. cept i'd rather jus stay queen of his heart.

so i stole glances at him when he wasnt looking and remembers exactly why i adore him. so i tried hard to abstain from pulling his face towards me and giving him pecks, which leaves the next best alternative for me; pinch his dimpled cheek. and to think he is always asking why i m forever pinching him... so theres y....

lalalalala..

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