Sunday, May 07, 2006

i m quite an irony.

to some: i m the subdued and docile girl who dun smoke, dun club, dun drink, dun run around jiggling in a bikini, dun bear too much skin, dun bother reappyling my make-up and whose best take on swearing is mouthing: bloody dam! or moron! with some calculated calmness: you get the idea. someone who would very much prefer to stay under the radar, feigning aloofness, minding my own business and on most grounds: appear seemingly honest and straight-laced.

nothing wrong with that.

to a few exclusive others: i m that girl who cant seem to shut up, who needs to exhaust her 2000-word daily, who is animated and zestful, who could be very dramatic, talks with lotsa hand actions and flailing arms (cos i m quite the closet star karat), who would irritate the heck outta you (it could go either way, really. close friends have a field day irritating the shite outta me. simply cos, according the them: its too easy *roll eyes*) and for tat very reason: who you would hopefully grow to like, granted you should suit my palette and we decide to go past the obligatory hi-s n bye-s and how-are-you-s and indulge ourselves in a conversation.
that doesnt happen often.
cos i m quite the shy cat with strangers. (see the irony?)

so i have an alter ego. which one is it? i cant be too sure myself. without attempting to sound like one of those too dependent on astrology, i reckon its cos i m a gemini. i have more than one facet. like jekyl and hyde, like ying n yang. you get the drift.

i gather thats why i started this blog. i need an outlet to ramble incessantly. of cos before this, there were 2 or 3 previous blogs that i set up in moments of utter boredom: all in the midst of exams.
ah yes: that baneful period that renders watching 'tv media' seem like the most interesting show on earth.
i never thought that was possible.
blogspot, diaryland, nutang. you name it. of cos, these 'projects' never took off. their lifespans as long/or short as sawflies.

when i first started on ooziee, i made it a private blog. its address was only known to those few in my msn. for some reason, this blog persisted. and for some reason, i have also stopped taking exams.

i dun have many friends who blog. no, scrape that. i have very few friends who blog. of these, one's changed her blog to somewhere else-and i never got to ask her where. one has stopped updating since late last yr. another decides to start writing in short, snappy sentences-which is really quite the irony cos he never shuts up in person. the last one has 3 blogs, all started n written with much gusto in the beginning, but stopped quite as abruptly- citing lack of time as an excuse.
.......so.......... that is why i was so pleased to know my bestie has decided to jump in and start writing. cos i love reading blogs, esp those with lotsa pix, wit n sarcasm and esp esp those written by people dear to me.

and that is why i started this long post. to scream aloud that nana has started her blog. and you can be sure girl, tat i will hog your blog everytime i log on!

r.z 12:58 PM  0 comments