Tuesday, August 15, 2006

maybe... just maybe... i would be going on a little adventure.. pirates of the carribean style.. in the meantime, shhhhhh..

i am not getting my hopes too high cos i have yet to consult mum about it. the alternative being me going off without her knowledge or approval. but that won't do, cos my parents' approvals are very critical to me.

lying is out of the question: i don't wanna lie to my parents. cos if i do, i wouldn't know how to preach to my children about honesty when the time comes. cos if i were a parent, i would feel really hurt if i found out my children weren't being truthful.
and i don't want my parents to feel that way.

its not a question of being goody-two-shoes. it's a question of where i draw the elusive line:between what i can accommodate and what i wouldn't compromise on.
this is one of the latter.

i was recently telling my mum my recollection of playing and standing on the see-saw in front of my house when i was little. i was with my neighbour's nephew who i had a little crush on, so you could imagine how delighted i must be at that time. i was happily playing when i heard my mum shouting my name from my unit above and gesturing me to "come home!" it was like, "damn, damn, damn.. what perfect timing!"

i told her she was disturbing my good time.
and she told me, " mak takut yana jatuh. mak tersangat sayang kat yana." (i dun want you to fall. i love you too much.) aww.....
that was a tender moment.

and to think all these while, i thought she was so kacau daun (lampost)..

mona and nurrul are finally gonna be back from down under. its been 10 days. i actually miss them. i miss our friday meet-ups.
so yaay! my girlfriends are backkkkk!

r.z 5:09 PM  0 comments