Saturday, September 13, 2008

such is the state of my posts of late.

at times, i still wish i was living in clementi-if only to be close to my parents. then i can pop by anytime that i so wish. the same issue resurfaces, one which i've talked about earlier. my parents are ageing (arent we all?) and seeing them once a week (or fortnight) at times, is not nearly enough. it makes me feel like i'm losing out on so much during their golden years. kalau nak cakap balas budi, memang tak terbalas-but i just wanna be there for them and enjoy their presence-y'na.

i know this is all part of growing up, and wonder if i'm just being a big baby.

another regret-i wish i had listened to my obek a lot, lot more when i was still in clementi. that dear man is treasure cove of wisdom.
it was such a simple matter of choice.
but this heart wasnt? opened? it unnerves me even just to pen that down.

we all have choices, always remember that.
choose well. please.

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